Bitter Sweet Symphony

Walking down the lanes of my past

I heard voices calling my name
going round the memories so vast

I heard noises regretting in flame

Some sounds I couldn't hear

Some sounds I couldn't bear
Reminiscences of my life
Peeling layer after layer

The echo of our ego                 
gets trapped inside the heart
The voices wont go
as guilt tears it apart

Sigh of the pain,whispers of fear
Cry of the tears,never easy to hear

When down comes the rain in this lonely terrain
I miss the sounds of the friends once around

I knew you were plucking the strings
but I didn't know what tune was it
It's hard to express the joy it brings
when the candle of those moments are lit

the things I lied about    
the things I didn't tell
I had my reasons throughout
but was I supposed to compel

There was so much noise around
I couldn't hear my voice myself

We keep fighting with the crowd
But lose the battle with ourselves

To keep smiling in pain is not an easy art
you cant say a word
when you know it's all falling apart
but I wish someone had heard
the screams of a muted heart

As the time slipped away
the shadows grew longer

I was into the array
and the noises grew louder

It's like being on the road but having lost the way
but I did walk it through as I would do today

because the book of my past I'd now put aside

And I'm writing my future with a brand new vibe
The opus of life is not always bright

It's a bitter sweet symphony you gotta play it right!

Undesignated

I'm far from the shore
not surfing anymore
reels of time do have some memories old
feels like a stone out in the winters cold


What I feel is never designated
Why's everything so Complicated
The sun comes and goes, even the moonlight fades away
My heart beat slows and my soul begins to sway

The pouring rain is a season again
you cant complain,it will be in vain
I don't wanna lie but I cant tell you the truth
so I'll keep it inside as long as I could

What i feel is never designated
That's why it's so complicated
When everything seems to be falling apart
The distance grows but its pseudo to the heart

I'm far from the shore
not surfing anymore
reels of time do have some memories old
feels like a stone out in the winters cold

The Rain

I'm looking at a rainy day

wondering what it has to say

I looked up and closed my eyes

It washed away my tears

I stretched my arms and hugged the sky

It drove away my fears



clouds roar as if they have something to declare

but I keep walking like a just don't care

with the beat of the raindrops I'm singing my song

this tune and the breeze takes me to where I belong

somethings I still miss that got left on the way

but I'm getting to know what this rain has to say



to be continued...

One Life

In just one life we live so many
trying to set things right
trying to touch as many

with just one smile we can cheer up so many
in the darkest of nights
we can light up so many

yes we all have a story
but not everybody has time
like we all have got words
but they don't always rhyme

yes we get tired of running
seeking a simple way
but if we know what's coming
for what will we pray

one moment we think we have it all
it can't get better but then we fall
day turns to night night turns to day
but we keep it inside what we wanted to say

in just one day it turns all around
someone close as your shadow
is not to be found

still in just one life we live so many
trying to set things right
trying to touch as many

Life is???
I kept thinking for a while...
then i came up with..
L-Lessons
I-In
F-Form of
E-Events

The Weather

We can try but can never be sure of the weather
but the leaves will fall one day or the other
its like a truth, its like a writing on the wall
all I'm gonna make sure is that my tree doesn't fall

the things I didn't get
moments of regret
the tears that I shed
I just want to forget

'cause in front of me
is my life i can see
just waiting to be
hugged in my arms tightly

its real I know
but is hidden below
the light I want to see
is soaked up in me

there's a song I keep singing
there's a hope it keeps bringing
half filled or half empty
I just want to keep drinking

'cause we can try but can never be sure of the weather
but the leaves will fall one day or the other
its a truth, its like a writing on the wall
but we gotta make sure that our tree doesn't fall

Not Everybody...

when there is light coming through mist
you start to think you're gonna own that one ray
but the moment you close your fist
you come to know it wasn't meant to be that way

you wanted to fly but you never had wings
and you were wrong about a lot of things

you wanted to hide but your eyes couldn't decide
the look on your face said what's going inside

no matter what you do, or how much you cry
you'll never know the reason why....

Not everybody feels the dew with their eyes
Not everybody kisses the rain
So I guess its now time for me to realize
Not everybody feels the same

It takes a while for the sun to rise
'til it lightens up our lane
So I think its always our choice
whether to cry or smile in pain

I sit by the Ocean and watch it disappear
light fades at the horizon & I wish you were here

no matter what I do, or how much i try
I still don't know the reason why...

Not everybody feels the dew with their eyes
Not everybody kisses the rain
So I guess its now time for me to realize
Not everybody stays the same...